I spent the day doing my most favouritest thing in the whole world:
SLACKING.


and it felt so good.

I finished up my 2208 assignment and then spazzed over something silly like the NUS logo. I hate corporate identities and I shall spazz it out over 2 different journals on two different domains because I can. I was pretty satisfied with the final outcome which turned out better than I expected (despite several mishaps involving my wacom and my pen tool).

On a side note, I'm also spazzing over this sudden urge to RP. I've always ALWAYS had serious issues with characterisations (even with my own) and in the past 5 days, I've had to delve through so much Death Note just to pin Near down. And the bugger refuses to give up. Somehow understanding the way Near's mind works is what infuriates me so much. We never got to see much of 13 year old Near (ie Near when L died) so I basically took our 17 year old guy and then shrank him into a 13 year old and added something called insecurity and to a lesser extent immaturity.

And honestly, I can't seem to find any Near RP-ers that I can stalk. The internet is an amazing tool. Uhur hur hur. And EDIT! I found something~! And it's inactive.

I think I've pineed most of Near's personality down right, but I don't know. Maybe it's because i have NEVER RP-ed MY ENTIRE LIFE or something and it's the kind of feeling when you're going into something new and you don't wanna screw it up. Ah well. I should start posting soon.

Darn it YM, you got me addicted to this horribly emo wibly song.

Seems these days I'm listening to a lot of non-VK music as well. But that's a good thing.

I mean,

Rin to Shite Shigure was made of so many layers of AWESOME

The opening guitar parts of Ken's Deeper reminds me of Buck Tick to a scary extent.

I'm in a wide open public place where I cannot and must not act like a dork for I will look very very a lot silly and that will affect my public reputation very much, to my everlasting shame (if I had any but for the sake of this post let's pretend that shame will damn my eternal soul to everlasting flame HAHAHA...). So:

1. No random putting my legs up to sit like I own the place
2. No acting weird all hunched up before my screen
3. Try not to ignore the world around me

This is going to be harder than I thought.

Oh and don't step on grass today.

My 2208 assignment 3. The original version. I'll clean it up afterwards when I'm in a better state of mind (clearly).
Help, I fear I may fail this module.

After one and a half hours of travelling I've decidedly made a few life changing choices that I hope WILL STICK TO. By that stubborn streak inside of me.

Oh no, I just broke one. I'm supposed to be listening to my 2100 webcast now. Damn. I have the attention span of a one year old, I swear.

(side note: ZOMG WHY ISN'T LAST FM DETECTING MY NOW PLAYING?! IT'S BEAT CRUSADERS!)

The most difficult part of my 2100 lab is probably the implementation of the bloody circuit but I get 20 marks for the report (which so far has just been copying and pasting from my lecture notes) and i only get 5 for my implementation. wtf no? I mean, I don't even need to draw my circuit but still!

(after that I realise... NO WONDER.)

And honestly, I have never had so much thought over a fictional character before this weekend started.
Plus said character was NEAR. Damn it, he was so difficult to crawl into!!!

before I start tearing through 2100 and then crashing for the night... (better check what time my paper starts tomorrow), I'm gonna depress and emo and eat chocolate and then cry myself a river. Disturbing dreams is disturbing.

Especially when you know they can come true. Damn you fate and damn you reality.

I'm ready to murder something now.

DAMN IT WEBSITE! GIVE ME MY TICKETS FOR DISTANT WORLD!

So what constitutes a Near?



Then again, he's just a fluff ball. An extremely cold one too. He reminds me of Elijah Snow from the Planetary. He'll probably grow up to be just LIKE Elijah Snow from the Planetary.

Amidst musing why my computer speakers are so horribly lousy, I've been thinking about some stuff. The thoughts that I may get kicked off eljay for not updating in 9 weeks did not cross my mind though. I have yet to update my wordpress blog which WAS supposed to be my official replacement for online rambling-esque stuff since I willingly left blogspot a while back.

So basically I'm having a mid-life crisis. I'm not really sure what sparked this mid-life crisis. Usually, my yearly cycles mean that around February and March I would suddenly be overcome by an intense wave of uber emo-ness that would engulf all the happiness in my life and envelop it in a dark shadow from which there is no return.

No. Well. Not no return, but it's extremely bad this year for some strange reason. I do not know why.

And now I'm harbouring strange thoughts of jumping off buildings trying to fly. While doing mathematics no less. How traumatising is that? I mean, one side of your brain is trying to integrate some god forsaken equation and the other side is telling you what a lovely day it is to die. AND it's bad enough this emo-ness worked it's way into my NM2208 photo assignment (it's not about suicide, but it's about intentional killer litter and someone dies too so it counts).

Honestly, I feel like throwing a tantrum at myself right now. And because of this sudden wave of unwanted emotional distress, I've been going on 12 hour binges. I kid you not. Think every single unhealthy thing from crackers, to sweets, to cheese, to ENTIRE CHOCOLATE CAKES, being devoured by me, all in the span of one day. Scary things are scary, trust me.

Maybe I'm gonna take up RP-ing. It seems fn and I found an RP that actually isn't corny or repititive. And a character that I want to do happens to be on the wanted list. But oh I've never RP-ed. Is this another Loli phase all over again? Bla.

Im spending my christmas with my five most favourite men in the world.


No. I'm not a pimp.
Was rewatching Manatsu and Mafuyu no Yagai. :)

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MERRY CHRISTMAS~

i had my history paper today.










I love programming.
Banzai.
LSM and Programming tomorrow.

Mugging pictures XD

So i noticed the recent ho hahahaha on my friend's list over a certain band's latest PV aptly titled "Gather rose" or "Gather the roses" or was it "Fuck the gathering, let's just grab us some ho's I mean roses and then do naughty aha~n pechi pechi stuff to them".

Yeah.

Whoo.

It was actually pretty... unnerving to watch it in school.

Oh VK you never fail to amuse me.
Maybe this is how Mao felt when he wanted to pechi pechi some naughty beibehs.

I really should go back to discreting now.

Today was another day of perpetual studying. It was barely painful (it was actually. My shoulders hurt). But let me share with you my breakfast.


DO YOU WANT TO EAT MY BANANA???

I'm actually in school right now and pretty much stressing over exams. Lirin let me stay over at her dorm room (even though its technically not allowed) for this week and the next, so my entire life over the next week will consist of three things.

1. Study
2. Study
3. STUDY

How awesome is that?
No seriously.


This was yesterday's study sweet. "Get your juices going"
XDDDD

I can just hear the wierd mopping jokes coming in.

let's go let's go~